i really like the heart they put in their stuff... so much spirit. haha who am i talking about~ go figure~ i dont have cosplay idols~ the closest one was Skye. Everyone I meet at events, I only see them at events... Be it my sense bias or what... but everyone I see is different and I don't really know what strikes my fancy till I see and talk to them myself. pretty is one thing, feel is another...
how do people get so excited over some things I don't know... I HAVE COSFEST WITHDRAWALS. This year, its either I don't go at all, or I will cos... It's during Ramadhan, but not eating/drinking isn't the problem. its everything else. ahahahahha..... So if I make the decision to go, I might as well cos if my time there permits. Shoot and event feels very different. I really like event atmosphere~ Shoot is like business. wahahah. unless its just me n Kai then we're just out for damn fun hahahaha I miss that ;w;
i must learn to grasp that freedom again... there is no such thing as part freedom and i dont think its something i can do by myself but I'm going to keep rolling anyway... no drugs~~ but damn, I don't want to forget how motivation feels like. common sense is great for denial and having core values straight, but it doesn't do much else driving. ahaha~ hanging on cliff, always hanging on cliff. Change the tide. FUCK GRAVITY. FLOAT like sky high.
