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Thursday, February 27, 2014

Plastic clay

yay gem alternative is settled. gonna need another gold plated circle thingy....

Oyumaru. It's like hot glue *o* I like that the instructions said "Take the oyumaru out of water with a pair of tongs or something" hahahah my language. It came with a dolphin mold. I used chocolate mold for the stars.

These are so adorable but what on earth do i do with them. *throws dolphin back into hot water*

There, Blue Haumae amulet! LOL~ insert A9's ♫Blue Flame♫ couldnt stand looking at the red bead attached to this white cord. if only they came in red--- wait. did it. i think i remember there was pink. That would suffice! I just sacrificed misato without a second thought. Took out the metal thing on her head to hold key ring. Why do I always get repeated misato stuff.

Labels: fushigi yuugi

Time Recorded: 10:55 PM

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Wednesday, February 26, 2014

mizufied

tryina keep myself awake...

Seasons project from 2012

Labels: Zero antiquity

Time Recorded: 12:53 AM

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Monday, February 24, 2014

moron

I fucking broke it man, what the fuck....

Labels: fushigi yuugi, progress

Time Recorded: 2:15 AM

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Sunday, February 23, 2014

blabber

I have never been able to decide what method to use to fasten Nuriko's bracelet... =_=

It's a simple thing

Which is why it's harder to decide.

lol

for some reason i dont really want to use velcro...

altering the design and adding clasps is kind of tempting...

but its put on with magic so like... no...

oh and I don't have enough red craft foam but i have red glitter craft foam.

jeng jeng jeng. Because I either go metallic or glitter.

so what am i gonna use to fasten it on?

im gonna end up using velcro arent i...

here's how to ruin a perfectly good shirt... lol. coz im lazy to take measuring tape...

while TMRev playing on nico nico...

i got no plan i just use what i have... OTL suddenly add stuff to design anyway...

~its floating~

forgot to buy gem. this one extra from Cagalli's pin.. i like the cut and i can use the holes at the side to wire in place... but... IDK should i use a darker colour... this thing is not my usual cheapo method...

i think im breathing in glitter. like sawdust.

Labels: fushigi yuugi, progress

Time Recorded: 5:43 PM

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i found a bead but its too big hahaha. looks like deformed cherry... i think ill leave making haumea amulets to Yuui =A=

Labels: GSD

Time Recorded: 4:00 PM

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Saturday, February 22, 2014

nothing

Guhhhh im so deprived of propping..............

i'll make Nuriko's bracelet soon...

Labels: rant

Time Recorded: 1:21 AM

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Thursday, February 20, 2014

moar butchering

Shot by Lacus

shot by Lacus

Random shots~

lol different version of edit land on diff media...

Labels: GSD

Time Recorded: 12:49 PM

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Tuesday, February 18, 2014

beserker

I want to shoot SEED mode...

And i realised... that if I really start on Chamber.. it would be like throwing in the towel... because it's something I have to do in the open, and probably out myself when event time comes.... am i ready for that.... can i manage that while keeping the situation isolated to just that project....

Labels: GSD, rant

Time Recorded: 12:55 PM

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Cosplay as a topic

I find this hard to say.... and my usage of certain words drives my lunch up my gullet... but i will swallow it an just say what's on my mind.

I count... one. person that thinks of cosplay in a bad light. not the relation to sex or weird shit, but because he thinks it's an ugly art. Basically loserish. Eventhough I've tried to explain what it is and what it means to me, he still thinks I'm in a phase that I'll naturally grow out of. Even after this long! I don't know how he thinks... Have I not at least proven something to him? not that I feel a need to, but I just think that what I have been doing should speak for itself.. I love what I love, not because it's a trend or a fad... How can someone be a loser for doing something they feel strongly for?

I don't have a large social circle. It's very small. I don't even know what some of them think of cosplay because it never came up in conversation (granted I don't have much of that), which I feel blessed for. Ah, sensible people. I understand that social standing is something that affects quality of life, but that just isn't something I can strive for, nor do I care much for. Heck I can't even socialize with the friends I do have as freely as I want. But I make do. Most of my circle is however, made up of cosplay relations. But that's just it... if they truly are in my circle, then the cosplay relation doesn't matter, because people are people. The people within my reach are friends, before they are cosplay buddies. If cosplay should be an identity, then it is only used in media, which is full of crap anyway. Some people speak the term as if it's a different species... It's quite tempting to accept it as so. From the start, I have never seen much distinction between the hobby and "reality" as people put it. From the get-go it just made sense to me, it's just a name for something that exists in common sense.

Without cosplay, I would have been so, so empty because I don't know if I would have found something that was mine, and mine alone, to fight for, my own way. I'm not a camwhore. I'm not pretty. I'm only a decent costume maker. I'm not an outgoing person who revels in social environment. And even after so long in the community, I still see the happenings and little dramas from the other side of the glass window. Actually, I don't even know what to register as drama. All I see is people, barking. And then when it comes to events, these very people are much more well-behaved. So I never understood the big deal. All the people I've met are nice, with a margin of error for eccentricities, but they are just people.

My cosplay doesn't need to be defined. It's a flame. Some form of energy I feed off. I pay tribute to series I like coincidentally have fun doing it, occasionally do things I can be proud of, and meet good, honourable people along the way. Plus I have such a strong AT field and I'm completely aware that people who throw negative terms along at me just for the sake of proving they have a bloody opinion are just so damn invalid. I do hear people speaking out loud as we pass by but it has never bothered me... I wonder how I can be like this, yet have social anxiety. haha~

This is not my complete thoughts, of course, because some things just exist outside the realm of words and that's when you can just look at someone who understands, and nod in unison.

Labels: misc, rant

Time Recorded: 12:24 PM

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Monday, February 17, 2014

one fine day

Brother, where are you?!

Something for the memory box.

Labels: GSD

Time Recorded: 11:34 AM

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Tuesday, February 4, 2014

ohoho... concept for one series jumped into another... but then the original aim then back to square one...

Labels: rant

Time Recorded: 2:08 PM

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Sunday, February 2, 2014

Time is never time at all. Seed Mode ftw

To the beaaaacchhhh \o/ I can't remember how it was decided o____o

Kai reached vivo at like 9 which was the time I said I wanted to get there to do makeup but I ended up doing from home and reached at 10... =w=... Saga reached a little later.

Saga gave me this, and Kira-Lacus to Kai. OMG its so true I want to laugh til cry. Asucaga only exist in fanservice elsewhere. The real story more tragic. ouch my kokoro =_= Kira-Lacus' said "Less than lovers, more than friends" AHAHAHAHAH idk man i just felt wholeheart acceptance.

Saga continued to do makeup and wear wig while dressed Lacus and Cagalli went to Daiso in search of Haro, sunblock and fans. The inflated balls were not seen anywhere D= asked staff and somehow she appeared with a pink ball *w* Arigatou~!

some.... tourists took pic with us. Its for... personal use right.. I asked "do you know what we're doing?" and she answered "take picture with me". So that's confirmed just tourist lol.

We didn't even know how to get to Palawan. lol. Like can't even be bothered to plan beforehand. Couldve taken monorail straight there from vivo i think. But no~ we want to take broadwalk~ okay. Seed mode on through crowd. Now that I try to think back, there weren't many people. Is that just tunnel vision talking o_o Wanted to take bus but was directed to monorail by someone who was sure we were going aquarium. Haha. Thank you for your kind service, helpful people~ I have no complains about all the walking... need to burn but thats just me.

Found a nice spot to camp~ and we eat, look at ships, bitch about naked people, throw Haro around, bury things in sand, take instax and stuff. Shinn became Lacus became Thrandy. ahahahaahah. WOOOTTS. We gundam at beach yaaaay.