Monday, March 31, 2014
rant rant
i really like the heart they put in their stuff... so much spirit. haha who am i talking about~ go figure~ i dont have cosplay idols~ the closest one was Skye. Everyone I meet at events, I only see them at events... Be it my sense bias or what... but everyone I see is different and I don't really know what strikes my fancy till I see and talk to them myself. pretty is one thing, feel is another...
how do people get so excited over some things I don't know... I HAVE COSFEST WITHDRAWALS. This year, its either I don't go at all, or I will cos... It's during Ramadhan, but not eating/drinking isn't the problem. its everything else. ahahahahha..... So if I make the decision to go, I might as well cos if my time there permits. Shoot and event feels very different. I really like event atmosphere~ Shoot is like business. wahahah. unless its just me n Kai then we're just out for damn fun hahahaha I miss that ;w;
i must learn to grasp that freedom again... there is no such thing as part freedom and i dont think its something i can do by myself but I'm going to keep rolling anyway... no drugs~~ but damn, I don't want to forget how motivation feels like. common sense is great for denial and having core values straight, but it doesn't do much else driving. ahaha~ hanging on cliff, always hanging on cliff. Change the tide. FUCK GRAVITY. FLOAT like sky high.
Labels: rant
Time Recorded: 1:10 PM
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Thursday, March 6, 2014
whey too much protein today
flailing... ~oAo~
I chose to go for gold trimmings for nuriko... but should I have stuck to green satin bias instead OTL
I wanna bling it but idk where to flow the logic. hahahahah
Dying will got limit.
Need to feed it...
Where to recharge.............
Forever disconnected and floating in space OTL
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm bipolar that's not news. lol.
Done with velvet base for nuriko. gna do the light blue parts... then I gotta start on Zura somewhere...
And plan for SnK... the weight distribution means I carry less. Takes more effort to see everything.
constantly fighting urge to poop chrome rainbows OTL the hope that i do not suffer needlessly keeps me sane. I am not convinced by this resolve but I will hang on to it for the time being.
Labels: rant
Time Recorded: 6:56 PM
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Monday, March 3, 2014
Haumae Amulet, Final
Trying more stuff with this Oyumaru. THE COLOURS CAN MIX!! Finished the pink trying to get this pink enough... Then I stole one of Sarah's little amethyst stones and wrapped it up in the mixed oyumaru and tadaa~
Theres a bit of water stuck inside...........
lets see if sea monkeys appear. lol.
THIS MEANS I CAN MAKE GREEN. YAY
Labels: GSD
Time Recorded: 12:43 AM
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Saturday, March 1, 2014
Seasons battle.
Finally I can produce the edits that I envisioned. Well. Partially. I didn't do a good job. but it is somewhere there. So many photos to go thru... Gotta pick the right ones..
Eeto.. there's kind of a story behind how they came to this... Something about Gaia collapsing the center pillar so that instead of overlapping at the edges, the seasons came together and poof, it became coco crunch! haha no its just sport. We can't die coz our essence stored safely but a duplicate was installed in a button, acting as the core button. The object of the game was to destroy each other's core button which isn't easy to detect since we all have decoys and shit bla bla. if we die we get kicked out of the isolated realm and miss the after party.
Labels: photoshoot, Zero antiquity
Time Recorded: 2:06 AM
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