To have shoot or not... like... what's the point if we won't be able to get group shots. Might as well shoot each other and not bother photogs. I mean... isn't that the point of getting external photogs -_- I don't know what to do~ I don't know what to do~ I shouldn't have tried to do anything in the first place! WHY THE HECK DID I!!!! I hate myself TAT
Need a spell to make the matter settle itself in my mind. I must keep reminding myself, it's not in my power~ Whether it matters or not, some things can't be helped. Right? I have no right to anything. NO RIGHTTTT. And there's no reason strong enough to will all my desires into existence. I'm a loser~ I'm a loser~
Sometimes, things don't go according to plan for a reason. Sometimes, you have to just let them unfold.
I am nothing~ nothing~
This was Mizurei, after peeling potatoes with a knife.