Thursday, August 26, 2010
-got speared-
I thought I already confirmed as Ema for the Cosfest 11 group since I put her in the list on this blog. Turns out I didn't. How careless ಠ_ಠ Got beaten by someone~
Now I'm conflicted. I still want to do her, because I told myself I would. But I could put the effort into doing something else too. damn this~
Time Recorded: 2:30 PM
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Sunday, August 22, 2010
Doubt and Disturbed
To have shoot or not... like... what's the point if we won't be able to get group shots. Might as well shoot each other and not bother photogs. I mean... isn't that the point of getting external photogs -_- I don't know what to do~ I don't know what to do~ I shouldn't have tried to do anything in the first place! WHY THE HECK DID I!!!! I hate myself TAT
Need a spell to make the matter settle itself in my mind. I must keep reminding myself, it's not in my power~ Whether it matters or not, some things can't be helped. Right? I have no right to anything. NO RIGHTTTT. And there's no reason strong enough to will all my desires into existence. I'm a loser~ I'm a loser~
Sometimes, things don't go according to plan for a reason. Sometimes, you have to just let them unfold.
I am nothing~ nothing~
This was Mizurei, after peeling potatoes with a knife.
Time Recorded: 4:31 PM
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Monday, August 16, 2010
Miaka 1%
Bought cloth for Miaka~ Things didn't go too much according to plan due to my weakness in the face of a formidable foe, but I'm still looking forward to the outcome. SWEET COMBO~~ As for Rose... nothing called to me. I feel like going to gayland for her shit ToT And I am in need of a job~ job~ job~ bank account shrivelling up faster than my brain, the Prune. *sends out resume for the first time* I'm gonna need to send out more, but I can't find anywhere to send it to. This is pathetic.
Also, need I remind myself that I have 15 days left to complete Takiko? guh... -pukes death-
Labels: hunting, progress
Time Recorded: 4:56 PM
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Wednesday, August 11, 2010
AFA dates and mild ranting
AFA dates announced~~!! 13 & 14 November, and it will still be at Suntec~
homg~~ Can't think of what to do for the day we're not doing Red Garden. Don't think I wanna fit another cosplay x_x
oh gosh oh gosh
Its August. I think I
should must finish Takiko's stuff by end of the month. EVERYTHING. INCLUDING NAGINATA.
STOP KNITTING DAMMIT. (57% into slytherin scarf~)
And no indulging in anime merchandise until cosplay is settled TwT which means I've decided to stop longing for Vongola Primo Thunder Ring. -despair-
AND WHAT TO I HAVE TO DO TO GET A DECENT TURTLENECK AROUND HERE. There's only flimsy material which is ok for black, but not white. I intend to use it for rori coords too. I miss rori D8
Remaking naginata coz I wanna make Namame version~~
Then there's Shinzaho to fix up.
Genbu seal to finish painting.
And the bloody hat. THE BLOODY HAAAAAAATTTT.
-trying hard to ignore wig issue-
If I manage to settle PSB fees, then I'll have to find a job. Which leaves me with virtually no time. -kills self for saying it-
there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time. there's no such thing as no time.
Time Recorded: 12:24 AM
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