I am... utterly... madly... mortally... depressed.
Arrow is sick... She wouldn't be able to go tmr... because of that... everyone else will stay home too... which means Sai doesn't have an excuse to go out... meaning I lost my Mirror, probably... with that... I can confirm I am not going as Hope... for all Hope is Void. Furthermore... 4 of my balls are missing. Lucky I didn't remove the ones on the sleeves, that'll cost me 2 more. Managed to salvage some gasha to spray... Wig is untreated... I hope it isn't too bad... asked Sai to fix up my costume a bit, but she's so carefree I want to kill her ^^ My unluckiness is contagious, it has spread to Aki and Toky OAO go....men? haha any fucking amount of apologies from me isn't any use. It's not all mine to absorb.
things to do:
- fill up gasha holes with hot glue, and spray - spray mantle - sew zip onto dress - fix inner dress so its not as fucked - find new way to fix forehead ball on - gather underskirts and pack everything ready
I was hoping my mind to be a bit more sorted out by writing, but it doesn't seem to be working.